Life and Uncertainty, Just the Way it is

Lots of uncertainty in my life right now.  Few people are getting the boot at work.  Lay-offs are shitty.  I don't think I'm going to get laid off since I'm one of the cheaper workers (fairly new, etc) and I have a project but that isn't exactly a guarantee.  Plus this job isn't exactly where I want to be so I'm looking around.  Trying to move somewhere else that will hopefully be cool and a job that I love.  Who knows.  I loved this job for the first 7 months of work, then I got bounced around to different projects, all of which were kind of mind numbing, so now I'm doing things that I feel are very boring.  Sucks.  And now that I'm looking around for work I'm remembering how time consuming and a bit difficult job hunting can be.

On a personal level, I'm stuck between creative projects.  Not unusual for me, I bounce around a lot with that sort of thing, its just my personality.  I wish I could be more focused, maybe I just have to make an active effort but that seems like it might take the fun out of things.  I feel like I need to have better follow through though.  Like I said, uncertainty, but at least I have control over these personal projects and creations.  I'd like to eventually finish one so I can show off a finished product to people.